" Well it is hard to say good bye and let go. and it is hard to see it end...when the memories we have made may never happen again... but it's harder some time to ever ease the together times we shared.... so when were apart remember all this love thank the Lord above who showed us the way.. that we can be together forever someday we can be together forever some day.."
This song has helped me to know that we will be together someday just like we will be able to see Grandpa Johnson again, I will be able to see my Kay again in heaven, (Tuffy and Sammy-it is not there time yet.) I am sorry to Grandma Johnson that I don't have a picture of her on here but i just wanted to let Kay know that I love her, she is my best friend, part of our family, helped me destressed and was helping me to be comforted (along with Tuffy and sam), I will miss Kay a lot but I know she will not be suffering anymore/she will not be in pain and she will not have cancer any more, please say hi to Grandpa for me and teh rest of our family, and Grandma Johnson. I am very sad right now because I will miss her, I am happy she will be pain/cancer free, I am having a hard time right now, she is leaving me on this Thursday, September 11, 2008- 4 months after Grandpa Johnson died and 4 years after Grandma Johnson died- I miss both of them, now on Thursday Kay will go to heaven and join them. I will see you there someday my Kay. Sura Kay know tha tI love you so much, thanks to those who let me have you, Tuffy and our Sammy/ I am so glad that you had a chance to be friends with Tuffy, Sammy and me/Grandpa Johnson. I remeber that Grandpa Johnson when I was little at teh reuion would ask me who I would want to ride and I always wanted to ride Kay-like she was my horse, so now I have to say goodbye to my Kay on Thursday because she is suffering so badly- she has cancer, she can't put her tail down, not really eating/drinking, walking slowly, she is weak espically in her knees,so it is her time to go to heaven on thurs. I thought I would let you all knwo I am doing this for Kay and what is best for her, the vet is comeing ober to help her, and mom and Kim will be here with me, and I knwo you all will be with me too.. anyways I love you kay and I will miss you. Your friends Tuffy is doing well even though she tore her diagtal ligament she is healing adn the vet will let me knwo what to do and she is on stall rest and I will take wonderful care of her don't worry, and sammy is diong well too.
I love you all so much.
Love you Kay
love always forever
Mels
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GREAT FAMILY...
Mels: We will be saying a prayer for you and Sura Kay on Thursday. I know this is such a hard time for you, and we are thinking of you both. -Amie, Mike, Izzy and Max
Mels
I'm going to have to call you but I just wanted to let you know that John, Joyce and I are thinking of you. You've been a great owner to Kay and I'll bet she'll miss you too. You're doing a hard thing, but a good thing and that says a lot about the great person you are.
Mels,
I am thinking of you too. Xavier and I are sitting here looking at your pictures and thinking how lucky Kay has been to have you in her life. And as you say, you've been lucky too.
The decision you've made is really hard, but it shows that you love Kay deeply.
We love you Melanie.
Mels:
We at the Dickey house are very sorry to hear about Sur Kay, but we know that she is in a better place. You took such good care of her, but sooner or later everyone has to go on. I know you will miss her a lot. We love you Mels!
Hey everyone,
Thank you so much fro praying for me and Kay, and thinking of me, it helps me so much and I really appreacatite it alot, I love you all so much. Thanks for all of your supporting and understanding, iam having a hard time miss kay, I know she will be pain free/cancer free and I agree I have been lucky to have her, love you kay
Mels
Mels,
I'm so sad for you and Sura kay, and I agree with Em, it shows just how much you love her. I hope you're ok, and know that i think you are the total bomb.
love you sister
marc.johnson
Mels,
Your post was so sweet. We'll be thinking of you & Kay today. Hang in there - we love you!
Love,
Eric, Em & Kids
Melanie, it is beautiful how you thought about what was best for Kay rather than just thinking about yourself. Thank you for sharing this very personal and difficult experience...Cindy
Hey everyone,
Kay is gone, I miss her so much, she was so sweet,and loved me a lot. In fact when she died she had her ears forward, and Kim said she has never seen a horse die with their ears forward (note: usually they are back in the relax postion) since Kay's ears were forward this means she was telling me it is okay, it is time for me to go, I am happy and I know she was in so much pain becasue Bob told me to quickly go by mom and kim so that kay wouldn't fall on me and Kim said that is the fastes she has ever seen a horse go down meaning she was not feeling well at all and she was in so much pain. Now my Kay is not in pain, she is happy and running wiht Hi Risk, talking to Grandpa Johnson, and Grandma JOhnson, ran past em her sprit kim said. Now I know she isn't in pain, I am so happy for her, even though I am really sad becasue I miss her, I love kay so much. I having having such a hard time, I am so sad, I know it is okay, don't worry, it is so tough that she is gone, I know it was her time to go and I will miss her a llot. by the way Tuffy is doing better, I walked her for Bob-my vet, and he said since he saw her she looks 40 percent better to keep doing what I am doing, stall rest, call him in Nov. he will come back and let me know what to do, and I told kay it is okay because Tuffy, sam, all of us-our family, and me will be okay, i will take great care of her friend Tuffy- she said goodbye to kay. Kay was happy, she was smiling at me and had her ears forward, I will always remember Kay, I love you
love
Mels
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